Revelation Song

 

Bridge Over Troubled Water

 

Enya - May It Be

 

Megan Woods - The Truth

 

Phil Wickham - The Jesus Way

 

Plowshare prayer

There are so many people, so in need of love, truth, light and healing. Myself included. 

Sometimes it's easy to see other people's need for grace.

And forget to include myself in that.

Sometimes it's hard to see the truth behind all the masks. Sometimes it's hard to see that behind the stories we tell, usually there is great pain. 

A neighbor boy came by today, while I was playing koto in the sunshine. I had just bought a new/old koto with a beautiful covering. And the sound is so beautiful, and rich. I was really just appreciating the warm sun, and the beautiful sound.

The boy drove by on scooter, once, and then again, and he waved. And I waved back. He came over, and chatted. He told me stories, and he got this weird glint in his eye, and started telling me many naughty things he had done, or said he'd done, mostly I feel they weren't exactly true. It felt very---clouded.

 I believe his parents are divorced, and he doesn't have present mother to buffer his father's anger, and other naughty habits. And it is sometimes, so painful to feel into all of these things.

Painful to see at such a young age.

It feels like there are so many strong energies, and it causes something inside me to feel a great sorrow.   The many stories the mind tells itself. Trying to make sense of things.

Sometimes I have a hard time understanding many things.  

But I do understand that love is a beautiful thing.

The heart is my dwelling place. 

That is the highest realest thing I know.

And though the mind tells stories.

The heart knows that love is a beautiful space, a covering of grace despite all life's troubles.

This song found me today. My sister, Rochelle sent it to me. And it seems appropriate. 

For there are so many, so many hearts that are in need of great healing. Light, and truth, and presence, for a resurrection of all the beautiful bits of consciousness that forgot its goodness---a remembrance of the parts of our childhood selves, that knew we were worthy of love, and being loved, and that we are children of God.

Held always in his hands. 

A space of goodness. 

How beautiful it is when love is the space we dwell in.

How beautiful it is when love is loved. When healing, and peace is what we value. 

When children are loved. 

When we love ourselves. And give that truth away to each other.

 

   

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The blessing---david arkenstone

 This song is so beautiful, and so meditative. For some reason my ear candling experiment upset me. Mostly because I wrote about whilst I was so exited about it, but didn't see all its hazards, didn't want anyone else to hurt their ears. And for myself, I had wax drip down into my ear, a little too warm. And that worried me, that it might not be good for someone else. I think it has pro/cons. But it's not super safe, I feel. 

 Perhaps there is something out there is more refined.

As for now, my ear candling, will be music. Best meditation. And warms the heart.

I don't reccomend ear candling.

 

(Update)

Since my last experiment I have concluded though an interesting meditation. I would not recommend ear candling. I believe the wax drips down from itself. And it's hot. Hence. I believe they are interesting. The smoke feels nice. But could burn you ears. )

Another song that found me